Peningkatan

Peningkatan. Kata yang dapat mewakili keadaan saat ini. kenapa peningkatan? Karna peningkatan masih jauh dari kata perubahan. Hal yang ku alami saat ini bukan perubahan, tetapi peningkatan.

Segalanya-ah bukan-sedikit nya telah ada peningkatan dalam situasiku saat ini. Semula sempat aku berfikir bahwa tidak akan ada perubahan. Ternyata, ada beberapa hal yang dapat berubah. Entahlah, mungkin untuk sementara atau mungkin untuk seterusnya.
Beberapa dari mereka ada yang dapat menyesuaikan-atau mungkin aku yang menyesuaikan? Entahlah-ada pula yang tidak. Entahlah, aku tidak ingin memaksa. Aku hanya ingin merasa nyaman dan aman, hanya itu.

Seseorang yang kulihat mendapat peningkatan dimataku. Sungguh berbeda! Saat pertama kali, pemifikiranku berbeda 180derajat dengan saat ini. Dulu, dia sangat bertolak belakang denganku (dalam penilaianku), tetapi sekarang berbeda. Malah mungkin dia mirip dengan diriku.

Seperti yang sudah dipost dahulu, bahwa penilaian kadang berbeda antara penilaian pertama dengan penilaian ketika kalian telah mengenal pribadi seseorang. Yah kurasa aku salah. Sepertinya dia tidak seperti yang kunilai pertama kali. Kemudian aku mulai merutuki kekeliruanku-_-”
Tetapi, kuharap penilaianku tidak berubah kembali. Semoga penilaianku padamu saat ini akan tetap untuk selanjutnya 😉

See you 🙂

Westlife – Why Do I Love You

Suddenly she’s
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain’t gonna show no
Weakness
I’m gonna smile
And tell the whole world I’m fine
I’m gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I’ll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can’t go back
Can’t erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

From: http://www.elyrics.net

Westlife – When You’re Looking Like That

When you’re looking like that
Yeah yeah

She’s a 5 foot 10 in catsuit and Bambi eyes
Everybody’s who’s staring
Wouldn’t believe that this girl was mine
I should have known I was wrong
When I left her for a life in pity
But they say you never miss the water until it’s gone, yeah

Guess I failed to love you
And you’re taking it out tonight

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?
I can’t believe what I just gave away
Now I can’t take it back
I don’t wanna get lost
I don’t wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?

She’s all dressed up for glamor and rock and roll
Wanna squeeze her real tight, get out of this place
If only I could take control
But she is out of my reach forever
And just a week ago she lied next to me
It’s so ironic how I had to lose just to see

That I failed to love you
And you’re taking it out tonight

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?
I can’t believe what I just gave away
Now I can’t take it back
I don’t wanna get lost
I don’t wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?

I don’t wanna forget you
I don’t even wanna try
How am I supposed to walk on by
When you’re looking like that?

How am I supposed to leave you?
I can’t believe what I just gave away
‘Cause I can’t take it back, I’m lost
I don’t wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?
I can’t believe what I just gave away
Now I can’t take it back
I don’t wanna get lost
I don’t wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?
I can’t believe what I just gave away
Now I can’t take it back
I don’t wanna get lost
I don’t wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you’re looking like that?

From: http://www.elyrics.net